Illustrated Memoir, Survival Autobiography, Inspirational True Story - "The Attack: From Shattered to Whole

$ 14.95

"The Attack: From Shattered to Whole" is a memoir that begins in 1984 when I was beaten nearly to death with a glass bottle and raped by a violent psychopath who had broken into my house. It was deeply traumatic on every level, and I buried most of the emotions and denied being raped for nineteen years until a series of surreal, intense flashbacks forced me to face the truth.

Using self-hypnosis, I uncovered my darkest secrets, and as one story led to the next, I could see how the attack influenced my choices and ultimately led to the best things in my life including my daughter, my artwork, Reiki, and becoming the artist, Primal Painter. This was a personal healing exercise written in the form of a raw, uncensored diary, but if sharing my story can help others see that even extreme trauma can end in gratitude, the attack will serve a higher purpose.

The cover is my artwork called "Astral Connection" which represents the otherworldly Being who saved my life during the attack, was present through the flashbacks, and guided me through a challenging life.

There are themes of violence and trauma, addiction, co-dependency, grief, emotional dissociation, and the many missteps and successes of a challenging life, but the underlying theme is the intuitive sparks from the spiritual Being who keeps me flowing on the path of a Higher Purpose.

* 9" x 6" Paperback - 330 pages
* Each chapter is illustrated with a relevant piece of my artwork (black and white)
* Signed by Laurie Bain
* E-book available on Amazon here: E-Book
* Rated for adults because of bad language and bad humor

May those kindred spirits who might see an aspect of themselves in my honest, unfiltered stories of survival find this book and find inspiration, healing, and hope with some food for thought and laughs along the way.


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All of my art can be ordered as a gallery-stretched canvas, photo prints, home decor, and jewelry so message me with the title of the image you like, and I can make it or order it for you. 

Psychedelic Tapestries

Chakra Necklaces, Angel Pendants

Gallery-Stretched Canvases

Visionary Art and Mandalas


I focus on connecting with the Source and infusing my images and words with reiki energy, light, and love throughout the entire process. I'll energetically connect it to the person who buys it through hands-on stated intention. Those who are sensitive to energy might feel it in the form of vibrations, tingling, or a lift in mood.

When I create healing art and when I wrote this book, I not only experience a healing process within myself, but I also set my intention that there will be a healing impact on viewers and the planet. My hope is that my art and words will have positive effects on the body, mind, and soul.

If there are any questions, don't hesitate to be in touch.

See more of my visionary art and jewelry:  Primal Painter.

All artwork and photos are copyrighted with all rights reserved by Laurie Bain Hamilton (Primalpainter). Downloading for resale, reproduction, or digital altering is prohibited and enforced but sharing on social media and websites is encouraged with credit given to Laurie Bain as the artist along with this link:

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